A Bear State of Mind: Notes

watch from 2026-10-12

Mon, 12 Oct 2026 19:59:47 GMT

Otherwise known as "The Chase" among international audiences. Trying to chill watching the daily quiz.

jam from 2026-10-12

Mon, 12 Oct 2026 07:28:01 GMT

My heart has never been my own,
I always hand it out
Take a piece of me,
Keep it for when I'm away
I'll be your relic

I am your relic
I'll be your relic

I'm running away from here
Like I ran from Florida
We're dolphins jumping, in and out
Of the bright and scarlet ring of time
It only lasts a moment
It only lasts a moment

Wild and endless sea,
The eternal song

It has no way out
Nor my forgiveness

note from 2026-10-12

Mon, 12 Oct 2026 02:18:10 GMT

I feel like the Internet and computers in general have been my only true and faithful companion ever since I first laid hands on a keyboard.

Machines might bring on the end of civilisation, but until then let's just say they have saved my world countless times whenever humans failed me, and fail me they did, and do, all the time.

Which is how I ended up setting this site up as a way for me to safely scream into the void.

Then again, perhaps I am the problem.

Vielleicht bin ich ein Fehler in der Matrix.

watch from 2026-10-11

Sun, 11 Oct 2026 18:09:11 GMT

Revisiting some favourite episodes from Season 6. It has been a long while since I have engaged with the show even though I suppose it is a special interest of mine.

jam from 2026-10-11

Sun, 11 Oct 2026 17:40:53 GMT

What did you do?
Wonder where your heart came from
What have you done?
My only friend keep on
Wander or leave
Turn into winter lights
Keeping your strength
When it gets dark at night

What you're feeling
It's what I'm feeling too
What you're made of
It's what I'm made of too